Day 10 & 11: Modeling Shoots

Dear imaginary readers,
I apologize for not writing anytime sooner, so Day 7: was Rosca de Reyes for my family & my unspoken one blocked me from FB sighs :T, Day 8: was pretty lame nothing interesting, Day 9: we woke up late then went to Beverly Hills with my father, & on Day 10: I saw my handsome little angel. I went to North Hollywood and it seems like everytime I go I just cant seem to get it through my head that I am not going to go see Ramon but Andrew & it gets me a little sad. Sometimes I wish I could go kidnap that guy & take him far away from here with me, because I am sure he still loves me or so I like to think. Anyways, back to Andrew, I saw him & had a good time. went to Burbank Mall and ironically enough while walking around the mall Andrew bought me a necklace that's almost like the one the unspoken one bought me when we went there for our 2nd anniversary. -___-. So we watched Little Fockers & it was goood. I must say that spending time with Andrew makes me happy. :) Day 11: Styed home & did nothing but watch re-runs of America's Next Top Model & also went through their albums in FB. I really envy those skinny little whores lol. I felt disgusting, fat, and hideous that I had to put some make-up on, do my hair & throw in a couple of clothes on me & listened to techno/house music & just began posing on my own. I took alot of nice pictures, but my favorite ones are up on FB. If I could only be a little taller and slimmer, I could sign up for Full-Size Modeling, sighs. Alright well this is it for today.

-Love Always Perlis. :)

Picture of the Day:



This is just one of the many photos I took.

What do you think?



Day 4: First Webcam Fun with Drew

Dear espectacular readers,
Is anyone even reading this? (aside from my god friend Jose?)Lol. I bet no one is. Ehh, doesn't matter, I'll continue to write regardless.
So today my bf came over. It was very fun being with him. I havent felt this happy since my recent ex. Looks like I'm finally moving on little by little. Although I still think of the other one, well I'm sure that this is what he wanted, to be happy again and in love. Well, anyways I slept in Andrew's arms for a while & watched half of a chick flick movie Bride Wars. Then I talked about a possible wedding in the future (that scared him) lol, and he agreed that two people need to get to know each other more deeply before even talking about marriage. He also promised that we should be abstinant for some time, he wants to make it especial for his first time. Hehe so adorable. After that we just watched a few parts of She's Out of my League, I told him he was my own kirky because he's so dorky and goofy. In overall we had an amazing day with each other. Looks like the kid is beginning to fall in love with me everyday, and maybe just maybe I might began to feel that way for him too, not completly but I will learn to love him more.
Just a sidenote: I love to Skype with Jose, I think that's going to be my new hobbie from now on lol. Love you best buddy.
The picture of the day: (well I'm going to add 3 photos)

Our first kiss picture.<3

I was wearing PJ's & he still thinks I'm beautiful

My handsome white nerd boyfriend.